Control...

is one of the hardest things to give up. Some days I feel so overwhelmed and I try to give God the driver's seat. It seems to work so much better that way. But then I seem to give him a good shove out of the car, grab onto the wheel, and jump over the seats into the drivers seat while the car is still moving. Or at least that's what I feel like sometimes when I realize that I'm overwhelmed and out of control! And then I just have to pull the car over and throw my hands in the air and say "God, I 'm so sorry....I was fine sitting in the passenger's seat. Let's try this again, please." I just realized that is the kind of day I am having. I just put my hands on my head at my desk and said it outloud a minute ago. I don't know what I'm doing God. You do know and I'm completely confident in that truth. Let's try this again.